What's it like inside my head? Have a listen and find out...
Everyone is lying to you. Your life is laid out before you, broken and empty. You have no friends, your family has shunned you, and your lover is in the arms of another. You're job is dead end, your hobbies meaningless. Make a plan for the future, kill them all.
Don't think about it, just do it. Dive into the madness, and let chaos wash over you like waves from the burning sea. Float on it, breathe it in. It will only be red for one moment, and then it will be over. By this point, your enemies will all be long dead.
Use the unregistered pistol you bought last night. Make sure to have the armor piercing rounds. Pick up the shells, don't take off your gloves, and never leave anything behind to show you were there. Evidence is a noose around your neck, and a lack thereof will be your salvation.
Good work, you have completed your task. Everyone you know is dead. However, that leaves you as a pretty obvious suspect. As I am sure you can guess, there is only one way to protect yourself. That's it, take the gun. Put it in your mouth, and pull the trigger.